I can't believe I have not posted anything in a month! Life has been crazy. I am taking a summer class and working plus the wedding is about 5 weeks away!!!
The last 5 weeks I was in OB. It is truly an amazing experience seeing a woman give birth regardless if it is vaginally or by c-section. I was lucky enough to be a part of 4 births - 2 vaginal and 2 c-sections. For the last 5 weeks, I have dreamed about having babies. Beav and I have already decided that we won't start to try to have children for at least a year after we are married. However, watching all those babies being born got my maternal instincts screaming for children. I am now in pediatrics and the entire vibe is so much different. Yesterday, I was put on a pediatric oncology floor. It was sad and completely depressing. I saw a 4 year old who had a brain tumor! Honestly, what did that poor baby do to deserve getting such a terrible thing and having to fight for her life before she even really lived. It really makes you appreciate all that you have.
Beav has been doing great at work. The projects (or as they call them the pjs) is crazy this time of year. Everyone thinks its a great idea to go around and shoot people. It is hard for me to even comprehend how these people have such a lack of respect for life. Needless to say, Beav has been busy and overtime has been flowing. Beav has picked up some extra shifts which I hate at the time but love when the check comes. :) It has almost been a year since Beav started the academy. I can't believe a whole year has passed already. I'm actually really excited to post what I have learned in this year - I will July 6th his official hire date.